June 2009
sink into me
i never ever want to see my mother in the ER again. she had back pain for the past two days that started in her chest, and her friend made her get x-rays to make sure the pain wasn’t cause by her heart. even though she knew nothing would turn out wrong, and she was in a good mood, seeing her with all the wires attatched and an IV in her arm was one of the scariest things for me to see....
bold what you agree with
I miss somebody right now. I dont watch TV these days. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. Ive tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I’m TOTALLY smart. I’ve broken...
“i’d like to be a note, the kind you can sing but don’t because...”
bat your eyes, ball up fists
i don’t care who you are, what bands you know, who can put you on the guest list, what shitty hardcore tours you can see for free, nothing can ever compare to my past saturday night.
thats taking back sunday. took that from the side of the stage. you’re jeliz.
lucky if we're speaking on holiday
i hate this hurt that i will always have because of you. no matter how long i go without speaking to you, or seeing you, or even thinking about you, it’s always going to be there. when this feeling overwhelms me from time to time it makes it harder to still believe that i’m ever going to move on or find someone i actually like. i feel like i’ve been in a shitty mood since sunday...
i am going to make a birthday wish list
even though i will not get one thing on it, it’s still fun to make
legit ray-bans
taking back sunday tickets
rpattz
an xbox 360, but only so i can play
arkham asylum
any and/or every batman graphic novel and trade i don’t own, specifically a serious house on serious earth
the black canary’s jacket and boots
thats all
the only thing you were good for were half cabs...
i saw a picture of you and i almost threw up, because looking at you makes me sick. that is how much i fucking despise you. i wish i never gave you that fucking party animal hat.
